Two dreams of mine are coming to an end for now and possibly on a permanat note. I know the little voice inside my head tells me that things will be allright but I'm less then thrilled with both right now. At the same time I realize things could be wors

Well seems like 3 rd time won't be the charm to go see Criss in Vegas for me. I saw the post today as well as read it on the internet about the show I had tickets for on Sept 10 th had been canceled. I have a nonrefundable flight & hotel package. I can change the date for an additional $300.00 per person which seems kind of silly. Besides they have rescheduled the show once who is to say it won't happen again. Right now I think I will just wait a year or two before trying again. Somethings I guess in life are just not met to be. So I give up! I believe that God always knows best anyway as well as all things happen in his time not ours.

It seems like bad news tends to travel in pairs because I probably will not ever get my black belt in karate either. My doctor has strongly suggested that I quit and I'm thinking about it but not really ready to give that up either. I'm in such pain sometimes after I finish class though I realize I'm pushing it. I know it could be dangerous to my health as well as lead to emergancy surgery if I'm not careful yet at the same time to die doing something I love does not seem like a bad way in life to go! I'm still hoping for a miricale that things will clear up on their own so I can continue to happily kick butt!!!!

For now I just have to be happy and think positive thoughts. I know Mom & I will enjoy our trip to Vegas even with out seeing Believe but for me somehow it just won't be the same.